Not Escape but Settle It.
You make me felt disappointed.
Everytime you choose to escape from the problem.
All the promises gone.
Ha, do you remember what you had promised me?
The answer i got is always the same.
' I don't know' 'Up to you' 'Whatever'
Maybe you don't even know what u had did wrong.
Respect.
I need your respect. But you never did.
The way you talk.
Even your sister can see that.
We talk about that last time, i guess you forget everything.
You always think for yourself.
Is my love for you not enough or your love to me not deep enough.
Do you know why am i angry? I mad at you?
You dunno at all.
You never thought of doing something for me.
I always wanted to talk with you, but you never get serious.
When things happend you never want to let me know don't wanna share with me.
As a girlfriend, im fail.
This is a very common communication between a couple, but i failed to make it right.
Im a super easy get jealous type gf, but i cut down a lot. Do you see it?
The way you joke with girl. I mean those topic.
Do you know how i feel?
Ignore me as you like. Never let me know whats going on.
I like a stupid keep calling you worrying you.
End up you just throw those words to me.
You always choose the way to settle the problem.
Never fear of lossing me.
I can't control my bf even just a lil thing or anything.
I can't read him.
Go deeper, we got problems.
I speak out the problem, i want us to settle it not escape it.
My fault coz i can't understand you?
I tolerate everything just to keep you by my side.
Wanted to be a good gf.
So what treated sincerely, not everyone appreciate it with the hearts.
Not everytime apologize can cure the crackness of the heart.
This time, my heart is bleedin
I bet you don't feel how hurt it is.
Your life still go on like usual
I'm sorry my words make you annoyed.
Or maybe we both need a break.
I'm carried away too.
you never came to my blog,im writting for myself ;')(
眼泪让我无助
努力学习宽恕，原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
爱不简单
Him
My Beloved Family :)
Okui Lala
February 2010